"Losing hope is easy
When your only friend is gone
And every time you look around
Well, it all, it all just seems to change
But hanging on is easy
When you've got a friend to call
When nothings making sense at all
You're not the only one that's afraid of change" - Jack Johnson, Losing Hope
I like small font! >< haha... just not really in the mood for biggie fonts right now. Yep. you're right. there's a mood for fonts? i dunno...check out your own handwriting next time. My handwriting changes with my mood. Slept late last night, and i tot i'd be nodding off in lecture. turned out i was more awake than i usually am? i think it's cos i'm still running on adrenaline. maybe later at 3 i sure knock out liao. >.< but i shall persevere and go find lifang anyway. better tell her to chop a seat with power plug... and hope beyond hope that the library crowd is starting to thin out. tlx! the pictures are in the link at the last post... and i guess it's brewerks this thursday! =) dance has been CANCELLED because of block day. and handball has been CANCELLED because of block day. >.< and block b is having supper with block d againnn. zzz. i want to have supper with block c. :( we never have supper with block c. haha... i wonder if chio will read this. but then again, with chio and gab back in block d then maybe it'll be more fun to go block d. hahaha... later shyuan and xiangying come and read then i die again. bleah. but veh long neh see xiaowei or sit down and have a chat with jingwen ler... so... >< And, yesterday was a day of reflections and thinking. haha... I wanted to pon the SMB treat one... cos. cos. cos lilat lor. then yuying was in mah. and when i ask her why she didn't go for netball recre she said cos got smb treat... so i tot, if she go but i don't go, then like veh bad hor? and what if nobody come and knock door and jio (which nobody did...), then i just happily sit there, then she also won't go already what. >< so i just go loh... at the end of yesterday, i figured that again, it's all about moving out of comfort zones. When life gets too comfortable, you'll stagnate. It's when you put yourself through all sorts of testing and tough times that you learn so much more. More about yourself, more about the people around you, and who are the ones who are worth sacrificing for. And again, the insensitivity of some people is totally #&%^*(*&!)... but then again. such *dotdotdot-rolleyestocalifornia* comments are part and parcel of life. so after a while, i just decided to take it with a pinch of salt, a spoon of vinegar, a plate of chilli padis, and drown it all with a big carton of milk. yea. that pretty much sums up how i felt yesterday. MIXED up. i wanted to put the title yesterday as "how apt - life as a rollercoaster". but then before i could write anything i just realised i couldn't. haha. so stupid right. but it's those moments where you have a lot to say but nothing comes out cos it's just not the right time. yeh.
"I was reading a book
Or maybe it was a magazine
Suggestions on where to place faith
Suggestions on what to believe
But I read somewhere
That you've got to beware
You can't believe anything you read
But the good Book is good
And it's all understood
So don't even question
If you know what I mean
But it's all relative
Even if you don't understand
Well it's all understood
Especially when you don't understand
And it's all just because
Even if we don't understand
Then lets all just believe
But there you go once again
You missed the point and then you point
Your fingers at me
And say that I said not to believe
I believe
I guess
I guess it's all relative" - Jack Johnson, It's all understood. | 
the package from DTU has arrived!!!!! *prances around* even if the email hasn't arrived. but hor... i tried using the login they sent in august (thinking that i was going to go this sem) and it can be used eh. 
hmmz. nehmind nehmind. i send emails to all the relevant peeps liao. 
